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A Story of a Girl from Hell  

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Journal Entry: Sun Apr 6, 2008, 9:40 PM
My Sweet Insanity
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I am very sad to report that my good friend from facebook, and a friend from back in college a few years back, has passed away last night at 8:47 pm. Rose Sari, better know as "Kimono Rose" on facebook, was hit by a drunk driver on Friday while coming home from work. Her boyfriend Ren had tried to call me, but as I did not recognize the phone number, I ignored it. I'm feeling so guilty for that! If I had answered the phone I could have gone out to Kelowna and at least have seen her one last time before she passed on. Ren had used Rose's phone to text me, then he called me when he was certian that I would answer the phone. It feels so lonely without her. I mean I have not seen her since "English for Advertising", four years ago, but she was still there to talk to. In the summer we were going to go out to a convention and even cos-play. Her as "Enma Ai" and me as "Hone-Onna." When my uncle returned I was going to meet up with her as he takes "Satoshi" and I to Kelowna all the time. We had plans on shopping together that day. It's sad too because it was her first week back at work after a two week holiday. There's not even an memorial that I can attend as her remains will go back to Holland with Ren. That's where her family awaits her return. I miss her so much already, and can't help but feel so bad for not picking up that phone! I had the money to make the short trip to Kelowna, my boss would have given me the time off, but no, I ignored the damn phone. Why the hell did I do that?!?! I didn't even try and call back the number afterwards to see who it was or if it was important. I just feel so bad now, and I don't know what to do. I was just getting over a relationship and assult trama, much of which Rose walked me thru, and now I'm hit with this. I really, REALLY, wish that I could have been there with her that one last day!

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Indigo Dye: Piano Version
  • Watching: Jigoku Shoujo
  • Playing: Silent Hill 0rigins
  • Drinking: Chamomile Tea

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 26 *.*
  • Current Residence: Canada
  • Interests: Anime/manga, Tim Burton films, Survival horror video games, drawing...
  • Favourite movie: House of Flying Daggers
  • Favourite genre of music: Score and upbeat R&B stuff
  • Favourite artist: Sakura Kinoshita
  • Favourite style or digital art: Line Art
  • Operating System: Vista Premium
  • Favourite game: Silent Hill, Fatal Frame, Resident Evil, .Hack//G.U.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2
  • Tools of the Trade: pencial, pen, prisma coloured pencials, screen tones

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~hazelnutdream:iconhazelnutdream: Mar 19, 2008, 2:29:40 AM Mood: Joy
Thank You! :blowkiss:

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I may have lost my virginity, but I still have the box it came in.
~Ryonyanko:iconRyonyanko: Mar 18, 2008, 9:32:29 PM
Your old school style is manga and anime is refreshing! :3

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Come by my gallery [link] and commission me if you would like! [link] ^^
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~hazelnutdream:iconhazelnutdream: Mar 10, 2008, 1:00:22 AM
No problem :blowkiss:

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I may have lost my virginity, but I still have the box it came in.
~AyameShiroi:iconAyameShiroi: Mar 7, 2008, 1:18:17 PM
thank you for the watch :heart:!!

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+ Trop petite pour être une femme, trop grande pour être une poupée +
~hazelnutdream:iconhazelnutdream: Mar 5, 2008, 4:54:59 PM Mood: Joy
Thank You! :heart:

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I may have lost my virginity, but I still have the box it came in.
~damnCHICK:icondamnCHICK: Mar 5, 2008, 3:32:45 AM
nice gallery..

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~hazelnutdream:iconhazelnutdream: Mar 4, 2008, 1:42:29 PM Mood: Joy
Aww, thanks! I'll watch you back :)

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I may have lost my virginity, but I still have the box it came in.
~kagurafuuko:iconkagurafuuko: Mar 4, 2008, 4:37:44 AM
what a wonderful gallery :love:
i gonna watch you noooooww XD

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abdi teu tiasa basa sunda
kula bli bisa basa jawa
betawi..... aye kagak bisa
tapi saya tetap :heart: *indonesia

:heart: Yaoi is absolutely gorgeous for me :heart:
*RedPassion:iconRedPassion: Feb 29, 2008, 2:00:19 PM
Thank you :hug: Thats really sweet of you!^^

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"Je meurs innocent des crimes dont on m'accuse, mais je pardonne à ceux qui me condamnent; et je prie Dieu que le sang que vous êtes sur le point de faire couler ne retombera pas sur la France"My love LouisXVI.was murdered-23.8.1754-21.1.1793:rose::rzero:
~hazelnutdream:iconhazelnutdream: Feb 29, 2008, 1:51:03 PM Mood: Love
Aw, well you do have a very pretty gallery!

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I may have lost my virginity, but I still have the box it came in.
*RedPassion:iconRedPassion: Feb 28, 2008, 8:23:57 AM
:blushes::bow: Thank you very very much. Thats so kind of you^^

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"Je meurs innocent des crimes dont on m'accuse, mais je pardonne à ceux qui me condamnent; et je prie Dieu que le sang que vous êtes sur le point de faire couler ne retombera pas sur la France"My love LouisXVI.was murdered-23.8.1754-21.1.1793:rose::rzero:
~hazelnutdream:iconhazelnutdream: Feb 28, 2008, 8:16:45 AM Mood: Love
No problem! It's a wonderful image! Much like the rest of your gallery! :heart:

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I may have lost my virginity, but I still have the box it came in.
*RedPassion:iconRedPassion: Feb 27, 2008, 12:55:38 PM Mood: Love
Thx a lot for the fav^^

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"Je meurs innocent des crimes dont on m'accuse, mais je pardonne à ceux qui me condamnent; et je prie Dieu que le sang que vous êtes sur le point de faire couler ne retombera pas sur la France"My love LouisXVI.was murdered-23.8.1754-21.1.1793:rose::rzero:
~medusa04:iconmedusa04: Feb 18, 2008, 9:42:57 AM
again!!!! :blushes:

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~medusa04:iconmedusa04: Feb 17, 2008, 10:51:19 AM
thaks again! :aww:

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:damphyr: ÐanIeLA ♥~~**
:star: Pertenezco a :community: *Fantasy-Fellowship :star: <"**~♥MysPAcE♥~**" >
~hazelnutdream:iconhazelnutdream: Feb 15, 2008, 7:40:16 PM Mood: Joy
No Problem, I'm happy to watch your gallery! :nod:

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I may have lost my virginity, but I still have the box it came in.
~medusa04:iconmedusa04: Feb 15, 2008, 7:29:43 PM
Hello, thanks for the watch!! ;)

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:damphyr: ÐanIeLA ♥~~**
:star: Pertenezco a :community: *Fantasy-Fellowship :star: <"**~♥MysPAcE♥~**" >
~hazelnutdream:iconhazelnutdream: Feb 8, 2008, 4:32:34 PM Mood: Love
Hehehe, thanks! :)

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I may have lost my virginity, but I still have the box it came in.
=horseman25:iconhorseman25: Feb 7, 2008, 10:43:01 PM
Your work is totally great. Keep up the great work

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Taking over the :earth: one drawing at a time :evillaugh: :plotting:
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*fog-mire:iconfog-mire: Feb 2, 2008, 9:38:19 AM
^__^ Well, I certainly enjoy using traditional media -
it's nice to see others who appreciate it too :D

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If your general scope of knowledge has a few holes in some areas, then mine has great gaping wounds of unfathomable depths.
~hazelnutdream:iconhazelnutdream: Feb 2, 2008, 12:50:32 AM
No problem! I was impressed that you mostly use coloued pencials! It's pretty much all I use. Most people use photoshop, so you stood out for me. :giggle:

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I may have lost my virginity, but I still have the box it came in.
*fog-mire:iconfog-mire: Feb 1, 2008, 2:14:00 PM
Thank you very much for the watch :D I really appreciate it :ahoy:


And you have a lovely gallery too!

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If your general scope of knowledge has a few holes in some areas, then mine has great gaping wounds of unfathomable depths.
=eclipseg007:iconeclipseg007: Jan 30, 2008, 9:26:49 PM
NP i love it ... so colory :dizzy: XD

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"The journey is what brings happiness not the destination" :meditation:
~hazelnutdream:iconhazelnutdream: Jan 30, 2008, 9:22:47 PM
Thank you! :bounce:

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I may have lost my virginity, but I still have the box it came in.
=eclipseg007:iconeclipseg007: Jan 30, 2008, 8:01:40 PM Mood: Joy
nice gallery ^^

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"The journey is what brings happiness not the destination" :meditation: